Shape and Substance

meditations on faith and church

Tag: Poetry

Shape and Substance, No.12

Year’s End

By Richard Wilbur

Now winter downs the dying of the year,
And night is all a settlement of snow;
From the soft street the rooms of houses show
A gathered light, a shapen atmosphere,
Like frozen-over lakes whose ice is thin
And still allows some stirring down within.

I’ve known the wind by water banks to shake
The late leaves down, which frozen where they fell
And held in ice as dancers in a spell
Fluttered all winter long into a lake;
Graved on the dark in gestures of descent,
They seemed their own most perfect monument.

There was perfection in the death of ferns
Which laid their fragile cheeks against the stone
A million years. Great mammoths overthrown
Composedly have made their long sojourns,
Like palaces of patience, in the gray
And changeless lands of ice. And at Pompeii

The little dog lay curled and did not rise
But slept the deeper as the ashes rose
And found the people incomplete, and froze
The random hands, the loose unready eyes
Of men expecting yet another sun
To do the shapely thing they had not done.

These sudden ends of time must give us pause.
We fray into the future, rarely wrought
Save in the tapestries of afterthought.
More time, more time. Barrages of applause
Come muffled from a buried radio.
The New-year bells are wrangling with the snow.

Copyright Credit: Richard Wilbur, “Year’s End” from Collected Poems 1943-2004. Copyright © 2004 by Richard Wilbur. Cited from https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/43052/years-end-56d221b9e6bd8.

Every New Year's Day, I find myself drawn again to this poem. Richard Wilbur is, I think, my favorite American Poet (although there are several candidates for that honor). His poem "Year's End" is somber, dark—hardly the sort of sentiment appropriate for a celebration like New Year's Day. One commenter I read spoke of the poem as Wilbur's meditation on death. I can see how he got there. I also think that's not inappropriate for the day in general. After all, New Year's Day is all about the passage of time, its inexorable march toward death and decay, whether the things decaying be leaves or wooly mammoths or little dogs preserved in pyroclastic Vesuvian ash. But it's not death that draws my attention here.

Rather, it's Wilbur's phrases in the final stanza that summon my response. "We fray into the future," he says, and that image always seems the right one to describe our disorganized, disheveled, discombobulated slide into tomorrow. Moreover, the future we fray into is "rarely wrought/ save in tapestries of afterthought." For all our thinking about tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow, it's by and large thinking devoid of any real plan other than fancy and fantasy. And when at last the real future arrives, we are once again confronted with our unpreparedness. We can but pray for "more time, more time."

The truth, of course, is that we cannot see the future except as it is a projection of the trends of the recent past or the lessons of accumulated experience. Even if we could, I suspect, the novelty would wear off quickly and we'd yearn for a return to the days of shooting from the hip. Long term planning is not written into our genes.

And that, I think, is what makes this poem resonate with me. Wilbur knows a truth about the way we live: that the possibilities of the new will always be "wrangling" with the frozen past, and we will always struggle to break free of the icebound torpor of our behavior. Whether it's a belated (indeed, non-existent) response to global warming or a return to a fantasized national greatness, or just an inability to live out resolutions to eat less and walk more, we live our lives facing backward, dwelling in an imagined past that never existed and denying the reality of a future looming ahead. Until the ice forms or the bog rises or the ash covers us, and we are slowly buried in the snow.

Shape and Substance No.7

Monday, 9 December 2024, was the thirty-fourth anniversary of the day Patricia Ann Thiede promised before God and a few intrepid witnesses to be my wife, and I her husband. We have been at it ever since, and I am the better for it.

A few years ago, I wrote this poem as a celebration of another couple’s anniversary, so it is not autobiographical. I wound up not using this poem as my gift to them, and writing a different one. But something about this first effort, until now unpublished, has always had a place in my heart. So, as I think about anniversaries as they mount up in increasing number, I offer this poem as a reflection on what it means to be married to someone a long time.

Still Here

At least in the beginning, they were two—

strong, independent, not of one root or ring.

Yet in their own peculiar way, they chose

to lean against each other as if to form

a sort of makeshift shelter from the storm,

limbs bearing up each other’s faltering weight.

They wrapped about their parabolic trunks

a robe of something that resembles hope.

For the time being, and until tomorrow,

they said,

Here we are.

Growing made them pull against each other.

Scraping bark and cracking fragile branches

report their protest in the frosty silence.

Impatiently they strain for sun, for air,

the price each pays to grow in its own light.

Yet force of something that resembles loyalty

bound them even then to one another

until at last they looked at one another,

and said,

There you are.

They seemed to know without acknowledgement

they were creating space, an empty place

where seeds could germinate ‘til winds could take them,

But seeds must weather their own fates and fortunes

in realms apart, and under different suns.

So, one by one, seeds flew and left behind

a space for something that resembles longing.

The empty place was empty once again,

and emptiness the answer to their yearning.

They asked,

Where are you?

Around them all these years have seasons changed

‘til now, though at increasing pace. They learned

to dress themselves in colors not their own,

hues that fade in fading light, will fall

like disregarded shawls from sloping shoulders.

Still, they wear them proudly while the sun shines,

a cloak of something that resembles grace,

as though to any neighboring bird or beast

they say,

Here we are.

Grace and peace and Godspeed to all who brave the treacherous currents of marriage and climb the far bank safe and, if not whole, then well. I am grateful beyond words to be among your number.

The Hole in the Heart of God

Pleased to announce that my new book, The Hole in the Heart of God: Stories of Creation and Redemption, is now available for purchase. The book consists of two parts: Part One is a series of poems and poetic prayers arranged for use as an Easter vigil, but also simply for reading and reflection. Part Two is a series of “ruminations” in prose form on themes and ideas arising from the poetry. In both, I’ve sought to lay alongside each other the mythic retellings of the story of the creation and redemption of the world that play through both Jewish and Christian mysticism.

If you’re interested, the book is available from Amazon.com or directly from the publisher at http://www.wipfandstock.com. In either case, type my name in the search line and the book will come up. Cost is $13.00.

I would love to hear from you about your reactions. Please leave a comment and let me know what you think.

— Paul